Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Well, my exam weeks of hell is over. I never thought it can come to an end but it did. I'm back home now, being bored to death and deprived. Oh so deprived...! I miss Ying like crazy T.T Like Omg.. i just realised we din spend one day apart since early September. HAHA! I miss irritating you so much man! AnoYING.. AnoYING!! and my baby maX too... Sigh... i miss sleeping with that furball. And Belly Bell, i wished we'd spent more time together this time, but oh well... u better come down to Sg or else we'll really eat the 'Hang *her' without u and mms u everyday >.<Being back here, I'm still getting used to everything. Its a bit hard at times, what with the lack of freedom and constraints all around. Damn pissing off la... sigh... And, I am so confused to what i should do with you. Like seriously, ur always not feeling well. I really dunno what to say anymore. I'm not a doctor, what do u want from me? And its like my fault sometimes coz you need more sleep or u can't eat the crap I usually eat. And I also feel that your mom blames me when you get sick. I really do not know what is to be expected of me. And also, you want me to feel safe and secure with you. How can I when I feel like I'm going to end up being your nursemaid for life? I am not angry, Im not angry everyday also. And sometimes its not you that I'm pissed off at. I'm pissed about being here sometimes and you're not the cause of it so stop acting like its your fault when I never did say so. I really hope we can both learn to put aside our issues. I'll miss you when i'm in KL <3Yeaps, I'm going to KL tomorrow... with the whole extended family and such. Its gonna be a huge babysitting fest, trust me. Let's just hope i can squeeze in a bit of my shopping :) -n-C'est la vie...
11/14/2006 06:18:00 PM
Last week, on the 2nd of November 2006, LiKai passed away, for reasons that best remain unknown. Although I never knew you that well, I know enough to see that you're a nice person, one who cares about his friends, and gifted as well. I know we never did hang out much, but I would still miss having you around.
People make mistakes all the time. Some never repent while others are not even given a chance to repent. Sometimes life is unfair, when someone so young never got a second chance, to learn his mistakes and better himself when he is capable of so much more.
My friend, it doesn't matter where life will take me but i'll always remember you.-n-C'est la vie...
11/14/2006 05:56:00 PM
