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Saturday, August 25, 2007



Ooo... this is cool! Now we can upload videos! haha! sakai sakai!!

OKay... so.... my life has changed. Seriously. Changed so much I feel pathetic. HAHA! And i think i figured out the cause of this change. It has got to be maX <3 irritating =".="">.< yeaps =".="">


C'est la vie...8/25/2007 08:28:00 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007



OKay! If there is one thing that hasn't changed about me is my ability to procrastinate even the most important stuff to do. My visa. I'm so gonna get deported. Nouuuu!

And also my temper. I suppose it is in-built. I find it so hard to deal w ppl who enjoy cold wars. Like, I really do not know what to say and every moment of silence that passes, usually pisses me off even more which obviously makes the situation worse. Although it is bad, there are moments of doubt, of confusion and also times when giving up seems like a better option. But then again, I don't know. I said, a few months ago, that I am clambering from one shithole into a even larger shithole. I think its true.

My uni life, started off with a bang! I was enthusiastic and hardworking and now it has slowed down again. Its this same fcuked up cycle i repeat every semester. Get my results, be disappointed, swear to all gods that it would not happen again and that I would study hard this time bla bla bla... The semester comes along, I buy new books, get all excited then like a balloon that looses air, I also lose interest. What the hell is wrong with me. There are so many things that need to be done that I have not started on. Maybe I am destined to be doomed. Okay I am exaggerating. I am just plain lazy. OKay time to get somethings done. Now!

-n-


C'est la vie...8/16/2007 04:46:00 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007



Yea!! I have a new template! and I finally have a tagboard! Yes! This is damn sakai but it took me 2 yrs to figure out so yea. I'm a self-proclaimed technology illiterate! I know it is not something to be proud of but I'm learning!! Even though I fcuked up my comp again... No surprise there. Oh well...

Life is pretty much the same. Well, not really. I am a changed person! I am an official nerd now. I study. I stay home and cook. I play neopets when I'm bored. I talk to Max. Maybe I'm just officially sad. HAHA! I'm still in Uni. Haven't graduated. Wished I have. Sucks to study. I'm beginning to get a bit homesick but then again, I will be shooting myself when i go abck for good. Noouuuuu! I don't wanna leave. I wanna stay, and be a bird and hang out with my bird friends here. Nouuuu....! My parents are so mean.. =(

OKay, my life is so boring now I don't even know what else to add. This is pathetic. I'm gonna go.

-n-


C'est la vie...8/15/2007 06:39:00 PM