:: drξam ::

Tuesday, December 26, 2006



Merry Christmas Ppl !!! Its been one yr baby! One Year !!! Can u believe it? Seems like it came by in the blink of an eye. hehe! Its been a great one yr, and hopefully many more better ones to come. <3

So what did we do? I nursed a hangover on Christmas Eve day and went to an erm.. interesting house party [p/s: how i wished i'm in Melb where all we hv to do is just enter a club rather than intrude on people's hospitality. Sigh~] had to take care of a few drunkards, one in particular Mr V, had to calm a v angry Ying but all in all, it was alrite. Dinner on Christmas day was great. Exceeded my expectations, which rarely happens. Tho I should stop eating for the rest the year ! I'm damn fat now... argh... vel how??? bikini how???

As u know, i am still working. Urgh.. boring but im actually beginning to have fun. Not the hours tho but my colleagues are fun! haha! Omg... I can't wait for the weekend. And my one week break. Yes, i;m a lazy ass. So what? HAHA!!

Oh n btw, on an angrier note, i came across a blog today, and i have something to say in response to the current latest post. U see, some ppl blame everything on everyone else but themselves. Thus they feel as if they are the victims caught in a tragedy. Ppl like that should learn to wake up and not be such pussies. Coz u see, my dear sir, I only dumped u. I din ask u to flunk. And No, i would never let my relationship (whether broken up or fine) get in the way of my studies, or in ur case, nearly got u deported >.~ Cheers !

-n-


C'est la vie...12/26/2006 01:08:00 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006



It sucks sometimes when things didn't happen the way you wanted it to... but then again, where is the problem in this equation. Is it because the way it happened was wrong, or is it because you expect too much.

I've pondered about this over and over again for the past week, and really I am still lost. I mean, is it fair for me to validate what is sufficient and what isn't? But if its not, then what is the point of everything?

~~~~~~ maybe i do expect too much, but then again, who doesn't? ~~~~~~~~

well, i've been working for a week adi but (check this out!!) -----> I applied for a one week leave !!!! haha! omg damn duhh... =.=" work's still boring, but its not as bad as when i first started. Hopefully i can settle this book keeping thing by tomorrow so i can work in the marketing department. Accounting suX!

i really can't wait for the weekend to come, i wanna drink! omg... i miss drinking. i actuallu crave beer. But beer only and Becks only in particular. its so crap that we only have Tiger, Heineken or Stout :S Urghhh!! I'd even settle for Fosters or Corona now...! hopefully all goes well and we can go drinking this saturday. Yes Vel, if ur reading this, yes i know its damn sad. its so sad i dun wanna talk abt it. i know ur having and i'm stuck here in Crappy Land.

Well, at least i'm not the only one suffering. HaHAHAHA! Ying!! i know ur like dying d... so poor thing. i adi proposed a deal. As soon as u accept, i shall quit my job and 'work' for u ;) hahaha!

In less than 2 weeks, 2006 will be gone, like OmG! (think Legally Blonde) i cnt believe tat a yr has passed. And christmas is coming.. Christmas... sigh! i Knew it was crappy to have an anniversary on Christmas. It unfair unFair UNFAIR! !! I'm being robbed of my christmas pressie *sobs*

ok i can't wait for 5pm. i wanna go home... and have my alone time and rest. Aihh.. Hvn had a peace of mind since... too long ago... :)

ok, since i'm at work and supposed to be at work, I am going to... well, work. No, i do not sit around like a siu che, i do work okay !!! i just happen to take breaks ;) oh well, ta !

-n-


C'est la vie...12/19/2006 06:42:00 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006



Once upon a time, there was a dumb bird named Chicken Little who thought the sky was falling. “It’s the end of the world !!!” well, its just the beginning of the end of the yr. Omg.. I cnt believe that 2006 is ending. Felt like it just started last month and now its all gone. And im getting OLD…. Saddie… sigh…

To be honest, I do not know how to rate this year…. Maybe average but nonetheless eventful. I’ve lost a friendship which I didn’t think was breakable, forged friendships I didn’t think possible, passed all my units – thank god!, been homeless, been badly intoxicated, been depressed, been happy, been (and still is) in love, been horribly pissed, been extremely happy, hungry etc etc etc…

Im really freaked out at how quickly time flies. Seems that when we get older, time just slips through our fingers whereas its virtually stagnant when we’re kids. I remember wishing so badly for a year to pass (a year then was like an eternity) and now one year has come and gone and I do not even know if I have done what I should do which I am also not sure what it is that I should have done HAHAHHAA

Hopefully next yr will be a better year, better NYE, better everything. And to a special someone, I know and will keep the promise I made, which is due 31 Dec 07. hahahah One more year baby! Oh well, I have faith that it is possible so yea!

Currently I am stuck in Brunei. Because I am such a smartarse with such a big mouth, I decided to find a job, which I now regret. Not that it is that bad or anything, I mean I am blogging now. HAHA! But the hours are a bitch. I have to wake up at 7 and miss my beauty sleep. So saddie !!! I haven’t slept in for nearly a week d. Veralene Cheong Ji Leng, I know ur a pig so u better help me sleep to make up for my err… lack of sleep? Im not even making sense, its too early and im tired…zzz.z.z.zzzzz…..

Regarding this semester, as usual I slacked, as usual I panicked using exam period (but trust me, this time its like 10000000000x worse than any others), as usual I promised myself to not slack again next sem, as usual I doubt it will happen but as usual I hope it would. AHHAHAHAH! But thank god thank god thank god I passed. I passed everything… I was so goddamn worried. Okay, Ying!! Nx sem, no more playing!! No more, None, Nada, Zero, comprende? Hahaha! Cibai lo its all ur fault, made me nearly fail, sigh…

Oh well, I better get back to work… T.T accounts, omg, F5 POA class, ms Jinnise, urghhh… no wonder I failed accounting. Its because of UUUUUU and also coz of how boring it is =)

-n-


C'est la vie...12/14/2006 12:39:00 PM